Listen

I know you care bout me and all but u just had to yell at me huh. Is it so hard to sit down and actually 'talk' to me for once? you think by screaming at me it will make things any better? I've got news for ya. I hate it and i kno how much you hate it too on the inside. So why don't you do us both a favour and try to listen to me? Instead of you always judging me before i get to say anything.

I felt better after talking to daddy because he actually listens. He's calm when he does that. He doesn't scream at me. Right after that a few minutes has passed and you come and start scolding me without letting me tell you what's up. You do not know what is going on in my life. You do not know what is happening. You do not know what am I going through. Maybe you would be able to get an idea about it if you had stopped and listened.

I understand you have your own ways of how you deal with things. That's okay but please stop yelling at me for the wrong reasons or even for no reason at all. It drives me crazy, honestly. You should trust in me and what I say. Stop thinking of everything I say as a lie that I made up. Stop thinking that everyone is evil or something. Stop suspecting people to be up to something bad all the time. It would be so much easier if you just listen and trust me. Then maybe you won't be making me feel worse than I did before again and again.