A new chapter

So i guess i'll be leaving school.. and well.. everything's gonna be soo different. I hate having to leave my buddies behind and i felt so bad having to. But what i see is a different environment, a fresh start, a beginning that doesn't neccesarily means ending the past, it's a new chapter.. in life. My last day of school.. well.. it's something that i will remain in my heart as a memory.

Today started with me having to go over to my 'soon to be' school to get some stuff ready. I can't believe i'm starting on Monday! It's all happening too fast. And yeah i'm like totally freaked out by how things are going to turn out to be like. Yes, honestly i am kinda scared and nervous.. who wouldn't be. I mean transfering schools in the middle of the year.. It's going to be weird and akward. Wonder how am i going to make it through having a good night's sleep without thinking about how things are going to be.

I've skipped the exams today to go over to the new school. Parents wanted me to take the day off. But i promised my friends i would go. You know, last day and all. At least to say goodbye. It was sort of like a reunion for our 'gang' today. Josh came back for a visit from Aussie! haven't seen him in so long. We are all going our different ways and directions. It's sad to leave but sometimes thats just how things are supposed to be.



Went around saying goodbye to everyone while Joshie was dropping to say a hello. awww.. He got us each a present with out names engraved on it. I watched as he went digging into his bag and pulling out a stuffed koala or kangaroo for the teachers. haha.. santa claus :) Was very sweet of my class teacher to get me a cake as in for a fairwell. Unfortunately, she wasn't around so i had to thank her by leaving her a message.



We all took some pics and talked and hung out. But then it really hit me when i saw Jules and Manda getting all teary as i was about to go. Then at that moment i realised.. this is it.. here is where we part. I never got to understand how much we mean to each other, how we play a role in each other's life. I tried to smile and tell them everything's going to be just fine. But on the inside i was crying as well. I gave everyone goodbye hugs and just make myself move forward.. to leave.. because i knew it was time.



I don't expect things to be easy. I know it's going to be a tough new start. Things are definately going to be different, no doubt about that. But i'm glad to know that the people i love and care about are always here by my side all the time, through thick and thin. I'm not all that sure if i'm ready or not. I may not be prepared. But just got to get it over with or i'll be stuck in the middle. No one knows what the future holds. So i guess i'll have to wait and see to find out! And just hope for the best!!