A dream

Had it all been a strange dream? If not a long long nightmare. All the blood and tears are finally gone? Is this really happening? Nothing but questions stuck in my head. Questions that no one knows the answers to. No one except maybe myself. I know what's the truth but it doesn't feel like it. Instead, it feels like a made up story, an imaginary tale never having it's chance to come true. It's not over yet so who knows where the happy ever after lies.

How I wish the nightmare never at all happened. To minus all the heartache and sufferings. The truth is, it's hard to go back to how things used to be.. I know things may never go back to that ever. But I'm willing to give it all I've got. Things may never be perfect but if you actually get around to think of it.. Imagine how boring a perfect life would be.

It really has been a horrible dream. I'm so so glad it has finally ended. Or has it really? Guess not. The day our troubles are over may be the day we no longer exist on earth. Bet no one gets any of this that I'm saying here. 

So yeah, I'm currently in class and I feel so sleepy! and a lil hungry too I add.. Haven't eaten since last night. That's just me, not anorexic or anything. Just really picky and don't really have a big appetite. So I get hungry at weird moments. Neway, bac to where I was. I'm bored.. lol. Explains why I bothered to post this. And that reminds me, I oughta update my playlist some time, a Mariah Carey song just started playing. lols!