Whatever It Takes

Here's not what I want to say, but sort of what I want to hear. But I have already heard some of it being said to me. Does the rest of it follow up? Though it may not happen, I still love the song even when it kills my heart. It's by Lifehouse (Whatever It Takes)

A strangled smile fell from your face

It kills me that I hurt you this way

The worse part is that I didn't even know

Now there's a million reasons for you to go

But if you can find a reason to stay

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I'll do whatever it takes

To turn this around

I know what's at stake

I know that I've let you down

And if you give me a chance

Believe me I can change

I'll keep us together

Whatever it takes

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She said "If we're gonna make this work

You gotta let me inside even though it hurts

Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"

She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be

You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

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I'll do whatever it takes

To turn this around

I know what's at stake

I know that I've let you down

And if you give me a chance

And give me a break

I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better

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But remember the time I told you the way that I felt

That I'd be lost without you and never find myself

Let's hold on to each other above everything else

Start over, Start over

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I'll do whatever it takes

To turn this around

I know what's a stake

I know that I've let you down

Now if you give me a chance

And believe that I can change

I'll keep us together

Whatever it takes

Yesterday is history

Whatever happened is gone. Many people come accross this I realized, we never know what's right in front of us until it's gone. By then it'll be too late and we may never get a chance to treasure what we love or do all the things we wanted to do. No matter how much you long to take it back or change what  you've done wrong, baby, it'll be too late. You end up living in regret. However, you can't blame anyone though.

Some people just can never tell the difference between right from wrong. Open your eyes, learn to appreciate what you have. Don't just ignore it and look for something you may think is better but in fact it isn't. If you have something special then take good care of it, don't just throw it to the corner of the room. If you don't think so or you are going to just play stupid as if you don't know anything, then I have one thing to say, "What the hell is wrong with you?" Clearly you've been brain washed or maybe your brain cells are dying. Either way, you're not making the right decision are you?

Why waste time trying to persuade some impossible being to snap out of it and wake up?Because I care. But if you don't, you will let no one but yourself down. Now you can live in both regret and disappointment, now isn't that fun? I've had it though, why bother saying words that you will never listen to. You've made the choice to be an idiot so i guess I'll just let you be, haven't I done enough? I think I have, too much in fact.

You are very self-centered I must say. Thinking only for yourself, have you once stop to think about anybody else's feelings? Or maybe how you have affected them. It's up to you if you choose to be ignorance and as blind as a bat.

We are all destined to meet certain people in our lives. Whatever we do will affect the people around us although we may just let life go by and not be aware of it. Life is very unique and you may never have the perfect way to define it

Could things get any worse?

One of those days when you feel like the bad things just keeps piling up. This is one of them. When you think that things can't possibly get any worse. you're wrong. Today was shyty. I can't say because the days is not even over yet. Who knows what might happen five minutes later.

The other day we were at the mall and my sis told me not to cross under a ladder as it will bring bad luck. I thought it was rubbish and purposely stood under it. No, I'm not being superstitious or anything, just saying. Anyway, everything just sux right now. hmph!

A dream

Had it all been a strange dream? If not a long long nightmare. All the blood and tears are finally gone? Is this really happening? Nothing but questions stuck in my head. Questions that no one knows the answers to. No one except maybe myself. I know what's the truth but it doesn't feel like it. Instead, it feels like a made up story, an imaginary tale never having it's chance to come true. It's not over yet so who knows where the happy ever after lies.

How I wish the nightmare never at all happened. To minus all the heartache and sufferings. The truth is, it's hard to go back to how things used to be.. I know things may never go back to that ever. But I'm willing to give it all I've got. Things may never be perfect but if you actually get around to think of it.. Imagine how boring a perfect life would be.

It really has been a horrible dream. I'm so so glad it has finally ended. Or has it really? Guess not. The day our troubles are over may be the day we no longer exist on earth. Bet no one gets any of this that I'm saying here. 

So yeah, I'm currently in class and I feel so sleepy! and a lil hungry too I add.. Haven't eaten since last night. That's just me, not anorexic or anything. Just really picky and don't really have a big appetite. So I get hungry at weird moments. Neway, bac to where I was. I'm bored.. lol. Explains why I bothered to post this. And that reminds me, I oughta update my playlist some time, a Mariah Carey song just started playing. lols!